Archive for September, 2009
Barlow Girl – Never Alone
love it.

You can never say never.

I’m sad. My computer decided to commit suicide. The day I decide to leave my computer on so I can back it up the next day as soon as I get home from work… it dies on me! I lost quite a few pictures, but not enough for me to cry. There’s really not much I can do to recover it. Lesson learned!
So, I have more problems sleeping. Today’s probably because I took a nap earlier. Anyways, I got to thinking about certain points in my life. Now that I’m older, it’s easier to understand. A couple years ago, I associated myself with people that influenced me to be the person I absolutely regret. I thought I was done with those people but the efforts some people make persuade me to believe that they have changed into better people. It’s funny how people claim to be the better version of themselves when it’s clear as day that they’re the same backstabbing idiots they always were. I guess they’ll never learn.
On the other hand, it brings a smile to my heart when old friends hash things out. Doesn’t it just lighten the weight off your shoulders? To have better friendships, especially if you’re the one who was at fault, it’s best to take baby steps. Don’t force yourself onto someone who isn’t open, or rather, willing to make an effort.
I apologize if this post doesn’t make sense. I’m lacking sleep. I guess the whole point of this blog and the image I posted is to not waste your time on negative people. Life’s too short to “entertain” them.
I’m so glad I have wonderful people in my life.