She’s ripping wings off of butterflies.
Paramore – Brick By Boring Brick
Hey guys :] Long time no write! How have all of you been? As for myself, I’ve been pretty stressed out. And kind of lonely. LOL. But how can that be, right? I’m out almost every weekend, I go out everyday (whether it be to hang out, run errands, or gym it)… It’s just one of those times where you don’t feel connected to anyone or anything.
For the past four months, it has been emotionally hard, due to circumstances that are unmentionable — but I’ve been getting better… I think. To sum up pretty much what’s happened as of yet… I went to Vegas with friends to celebrate mine and Mary Grace’s birthdays; Dan, Lucy, Chela, Grace, Joel and I attended the Hello Kitty Exhibit in November; Fell in love with Glee (I’m a dork, but it’s a really good show!); had unsurfaced and unnecessary drama with a friend’s friend due to a guy who is, one of my good friends (rolls eyes); probably since October until January, I’ve consumed more alcohol altogether than in 2 years; I got in a car accident; I experienced my first extreme hangover — to the point where I stayed in bed all day haha; I finally gave my two weeks notice to my retail job of five years… and next week, I will be starting my new full-time, benefits infused job! I’m excited, scared, worried and stressed lol.
Okay, I got lazy. Oh, if you knew about my whole desperation to lose weight phase… I lost 25lb, gained it back during my vacation to Texas and Cayman Islands, lost 10lb — leaner, faster, and my endurance is what I wanted it to be! As for sizes, I’ve dropped 3 sizes and I think I’m happy with myself now :] Finally learned to not look at the scale but look/feel how my clothes fit on me :]
Toodles.