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Well, damn.

My <3 belongs in Texas.
I don’t think I really need to go into great detail of how my Texas trip went. I ate, drank, danced, drank some more and hung out with my favorite people. After experiencing a chill weekend in Austin, Texas… I want to move out to Texas even more. I swear, I’ve wanted to ever since the first time I’ve been there. That was nearly 10 years ago. Want to see pictures? Go here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2013298&id=139700589&l=f15dbefc2b
I’m pretty lazy anyway lol. But before I left, I hung out with MG & the boys on Wednesday at RA.
When I got back, I got to hang out with Grace on Wednesday night for dinner. Girl, I freaking love you. <3
It’s Labor Day weekend… and I’m going to a Korean concert, SMTown. This should be interesting. My outfit’s cute! LOL. I’ll post pictures when I can.
…and to top it off. I’m sick. Teehee.
Kuya Weekend :D
I had one of the best weekends in a long time.
Friday, August 13th — I had a very long day. I woke up super early for work in my smell splint and took forever to get ready for work. I got frustrated with the crutches so I was limping all day at work. Maybe not the best idea. After work, my brother took me to Kaiser so I could see the orthopedic doctor. They removed my splint and I have never seen so many bruises on my leg. If I wasn’t in the splint, I wouldn’t have any bruises at all! After an hour at the hospital, Steven and I went to Spoon House where we coincidentally bumped into John. We hung out, came back to the house. I was working/tutoring for a couple hours. After she left, Steven, John and I went to Tea Station and got some boba. We hung out outside for a bit and went our own ways. I felt bad because I really wanted to hang out with my friends at CJ’s, but that night ended up being a night I needed after all the physical and mental stress I’ve been under.
Saturday, August 14th — I woke up early, and I don’t really know why. Just habit I suppose. Steven, John and I had plans to go to Little Tokyo so Steven could try the Orochon challenge! He ended up getting the Extreme, not the Special #2, and he was sweating profusely. It was awesome. The people around us were trying too and we were so loud! It was so much fun. After, we headed back to Gardena and headed to Redondo Beach to get some frozen yogurt at Menchie’s. That place is WAY better than Skinny Minny’s, Yogurtland, and Pinkberry. OMG. Yum. We went our separate ways and I went home to take a nap. I was wearing my boot all day, and that really drains the energy out of you! Around 6, Steven and I went to the Galleria to go shopping. He’s losing a lot of weight, and I’m jealous. I lost 4 lb this week though from barely eating!
We hung out and went to Valentino’s Pizza for dinner. Hung out out home, and KO by 11pm.
Sunday, August 15th — Dan came over around 10:30am and we headed out to the Original House of Pancakes for breakfast. He got the Eggs Benedict and I got my chocolate chip pancakes. YUMMIE. I devoured it all. We drove around the beach cities and ended up at my old job to find pants that I can wear with my boot. After, we went back to my house and watched Date Night, and Kick Ass. It was nice :]

Yesterday, I drove home from work with less pain. I just need to stretch my ankle before doing anything. I ended up bumming it at home and started Season 1 of One Tree Hill. I need to go get the 7th season soon. It comes out today! I pretty much spent yesterday rehabilitating my ankle, watching tv… and at night, I ended up talking to a good friend.
I’m excited for next week! I’m going to Texas! I need a break from LA anyway. Hopefully, my ankle will be better so I can at least walk at a normal pace. LOL.
Doing “Me.”

After talking with my cousin today, I need to focus on what I should do for myself. Thanks, cuhh, for slapping me with reality once again.
“I am used to this, being the one not chosen. It’s not that I’m not pretty in my own way. I’m just not notable.”
One of these days, I’m going to take a good look at everyone — when I decide to walk away, they’re the ones who are going to be hurt.
Lovely.

It’s Robbery.
Yesterday, Dan and his brother and his girlfriend came to my area to hang out. We ended up heading to Del Amo right when I got home from work and watched Inception. This is the 2nd time I saw it so I got to enjoy it without being confused. I think the movie junk food gave me a stomach ache because I’m not used to eating so much junk food in one sitting
After the movie, we went to Hakata Ramen and had our noodles. I couldn’t bring myself to finish it. I’ve been dieting so I think my appetite really is being suppressed dramatically. Just like most days with Dan, I always find a reason to ruin it. Yes, I fail. Miserably.
Today’s Thursday. I want tomorrow to come so I can get started on my 2nd temp job. Then fast foward through the weekend and work again on Monday. I think I’m going to be a workaholic.
Anyways, I only had 2 hours of sleep — and this is what I thought about:
I always try to fix things on the spot; if I can’t fix it, then I blame myself entirely.
Not a good way of thinking, huh? I think when my mind goes on auto-pilot, this is when I get dramatic
Boo to you, mental health.
“I didn’t mean to fall in love with you
And baby there’s a name for what you put me through
It isn’t love, it’s robbery
I’m sleeping with the ghost of you and meThe ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what’s left of my heart and soul”– BBMAK’s “Ghost of You & Me”
So, come on baby…
“…take my hand, and hold up steady when you shoot your gun. This town can burn and fall apart, I don’t even care, baby we can run tonight.”Dude. I’m tired. I haven’t been this tired in a long while. But you know, it’s a good kind
Friday, July 23rd – I met up with MG at Ra for Happy Hour. After eating our sushi and my tempura calamari & miso soup, Erika joined us. We were just talking and hanging out. After, Erika went shopping for her Vegas trip. MG wanted me to dress up with her, and me being me, I was already wearing jeans, a t-shirt, and my flip flops. After the mall closed, MG and I went to my house so I can dress up a little. We met up with Erika again, and we pre-partied. I felt like crap. Cheers to a good night!
Saturday, July 24th – Dan came to my house at 7:30am. I was dying of exhaustion. Dan and I headed out ASAP to Polliwog Park in Manhattan Beach to reserve a table for my month-long planned picnic. Lucy, MG, and Joe showed up and it was the 5 of us. Everyone else was an effin’ fail. Anyways, my best friends were there and I had fun. MG and Joe had to leave because they had another event to go to. So, Dan, Lucy and I explored the park, headed back to my house, chilled, and headed out again to watch Inception and you know what… everyone’s right. It’s a really good movie!! I want to watch it again. After the movie, we got some pretzels for a mini snack. Around 7, we met up with my brother at a Thai restaurant and had dinner. It was chill. We all went back to my house and we ended up watching Scream. Lucy has never seen it! Crazy bitch. LOL. After Lucy left, Dan and I were relaxing after our super duper long day.
Sunday, July 25th – I spent the day at Dan’s. We went to the mall with his brother so he can meet up with his girl. We ran errands and went back home. Our Sundays usually consist of staying in, watching TV, grubbing and etcetera. We had Red Devil Pizza om nom nom!!
Today, I was so tired at work. After, I went to the gym and I think some guy passed out in the basketball court. The paramedics and firemen came and it was just like o.O
I’m lazy now; time to catch up with Pretty Little Liars