Archive for May, 2009
Lately…
Monday, May 11th, 2009 | Uncategorized | 1 Comment
It seems like lately I’ve been having more bad days than good days. It’s been such a roller coaster of feelings and emotions that sometimes I myself don’t know what mood I am in. There are so many thoughts in my head that I drown myself in them and can’t seem to float or swim away.
Lately nobody has known what’s on my mind, not even my best friends. It’s not that I’m hiding or try to keep anything from them, it is more like I’m always busy, they’re always busy and I don’t want to be a whiny burden and steal time away that will never be given back. Sometimes I don’t even know how I would even begin to tell them how I feel. I love my best friends but I think they’re better of without my problems and rambling. Because, lets face it, I talk a lot and I’m sure I get annoying. I cut myself off sometimes because I feel nobody wants to listen or cares anymore for that matter. I dislike that look that people give me when they’re uninterested or confused. I don’t blame them though, like I said, I talk a lot.
I think I’ll stop talking about this, I’m getting a bit frustrated with my line of thought right now. I rather document later.
On a happier note:
I ♥ my bestfriends! (You know who you are)
You guys and girls make life worth while and have been there for me through my many ups and downs. I can’t imagine life without you!